This website is like a memoir. I have had some difficulty writing down facts about my life. I have been told over and over that I'm wrong about who I think I am, I'm wrong about what I remember, I'm wrong about what my desires and goals are, I'm wrong to try to do things my own way, I'm wrong to stick up for myself, I'm wrong to want to hang on to good memories if not everyone enjoyed them. Move on, they say. I'll remind you who you are and who you aren't.
I've been through enough therapy to cure a lot. Self esteem is in check. I can laugh and have fun. I can be a steady positive person in a relationship. And yet somehow if I sit down to write about a memory, I feel completely inadequate and like I've gotten the whole thing wrong. I only ever look at a blank page and give up.
So this interactive adventure is me not giving up. Plain facts can be argued with, and believe me I have been argued with. But what if I left plain facts behind, and decided to explore? To try things? To ask myself questions?
You'll start the next page after the link at my favorite house I've lived in. Most of the pictures are links to more things about me, things I like, and memories from my past.
I'm not sure where I'm going, but I want to